The Light Of The World

I would like to bear my testimony that I know the Gospel of Jesus Christ is true because it has helped me in times of trouble. I know God exists because nothing is possible without Him. He created the earth, the people, the plants and the animals. Not only did He make it possible for the earth to be created, He has made miracles come upon this earth. He has a love for us that is so strong, it never fades or weakens. He never abandons us.

There were times I felt abandoned by God, but the truth is what if I abandoned Him or had to learn to look up to Him? In the times of trial, I learned to look up to Him in prayer when I needed His aid, support and guidance. In my lifetime, I learned to grow close to God. When I was little, I built a strong relationship with Him because I had the faith that every child should have. That's what I always try to do now that I am growing older and will face a lot of trials; have the faith of a child. It always helps me to grow stronger. It can help others to grow stronger too.

"Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on an hill cannot be hid."

~ Matthew 5:14 ~

In The Arms of Angels

Earlier this evening, I received a text from a sister that my mom was diagnosed with acute bronchitis. She has been sick for almost three weeks now with what she said was a bad cold/flu. Had she gone another day or two, she would of been put into the hospital and she would've been diagnosed with pneumonia, which could result in something that is awful and unexpected. It scared me because we almost lost our mom. I don't know what things would be like without her.

I got to talk to her minutes ago on the phone. She didn't have much of a voice. I started to cry when she was wishing me Happy Valentine's Day, telling me how much she loves me, how proud she is of me for the things I've accomplished and I've been a great blessing in her life.

What also made me cry was her experience before she saw the Doctor. She was woken up at 3ish in the morning after a dream, having a hard time to breathe, feeling a little more sick than before. She shared with me that she saw my late maternal grandmother and heard her say, "Michelle, you need to go see a doctor." She followed her advice and our family doctor came to our home to see her. He even got after her for waiting so long because she is really sick. My mom was protected by an angel. An angel sent by God.

I realized something while having a conversation with my mom. Two days after Valentine's Day, the 16th is the 5-year anniversary of our family friend's passing, Christian Seamons. He died of acute bronchial pneumonia, and my mom was about to suffer the same thing Christian did. I believe he was protecting her too, because I'm 100% positive that he never wanted her to go through the same thing he did.

I'm thankful and feeling so blessed to be protected by the angels of God. God does care and He watches over every single one of us. I have a strong testimony that He exists and He knows everyone. He knows us, not only by our names, but our hearts and who we are. We are all His children.

For those who are struggling and feeling all alone, you are not alone. God is always there for you. He always listens and answers our prayers. He may not answer in the way we expect, but He does in His own time and way. Just be patient, open your heart, and listen for His voice.

Cali Trip 2014 - The Power of Sisterhood

Last Friday, I got to go on a trip to Cali where I visited my sister, Lexie and her family. It was a great weekend. What also made it great was that I didn't bring my computer with me because I'm still on the process of applying to myself the importance of family. Unfortunately, my cell phone has Internet access but I only did it in my spare time when everyone was tired. However, I shouldn't treat my phone like that. It should only be used as a phone to text or call someone.

We did lots of fun things together. I got to see my friend Ryan over the weekend. He hung out with us the day I arrived in Oakland and went to the movie theaters. We saw the new Disney movie, "Frozen." I loved watching it, not only because of the amazing music but also because of the great message. It teaches us that we should never be afraid to be ourselves, and the love of family is so strong. "Let It Go!"

It was great to see Ellie, "who is no more than two." She has grown so much! She's walking, talking, and grown a lot of hair. She was so excited to see me. Excited enough to want to hug me when I came to Cali. When Lexie was paying attention to other things such as looking at a house, I took the opportunity to look after her as if she were my daughter.

A friend of Lexie's once told me that I'm a natural. I guess that's true because I have a tendency to care for other people, especially little children. I've been told lots of times by other people that I will become a great mom when I have the opportunity, which I hope I will become a great mother to my own children.

On the last day in Cali, Lexie took me and Ellie to Bodega Bay for clam chowder and a visit to the beach. I was thrilled to come to the beach so I could walk barefooted on the sand and soak my feet in the waves... even though the water was cold. Coming to the beach is my favorite thing to do in Cali or anywhere else that has a beach. It's just the good feeling of being close to nature.

I was feeling emotional after Lexie dropped me off at the airport and hugged me for about a minute. I wish I could've stayed longer, but it was time for me to get back to my social skills class. I can't afford to make a lot of absences. But, I'm grateful for the opportunity to spend time with family.

"Sister is probably the most competitive relationship within the family, but once the sisters are grown, it becomes the strongest relationship."

~Margaret Mead~

*Note: I do not own the first four pictures. These were taken by Lexie, so she deserves the credit.